My Name is Autumn, like the season. No, my middle name isn't 'fall' or 'leaf'. My favorite season is Summer and I was born in Winter, contrary to popular belief. If you make jokes about my name, chances are we won't get along.
I used to try and be what everyone expected or wanted from me. I rather be hated then loved for who i'm not. I don't even bother anymore. Like me? I'll embrace you and we can be best friends, simple as that, just like in grade school. Hate me? Fuck you, don't talk to me, save me the bother.
I only make a promise I plan on keeping. My promises mean something to me. I hope you do the same.
I contradict myself on a daily basis. One minute i'm happy, the next i'm sad. Sometimes I say i'm one thing when really i'm the other. I'm confusing, I even confuse myself sometimes. It's just like Walt Whitman said: "Do I contradict myself? Very well, then, I contradict myself. I am large, I contain multitudes."
I say a lot of things just to get a laugh or a smile. I like people to be happy when they are around me. That doesn't mean I don't want to hear your problems... it just means i'll do whatever I can to make them better. I am not stupid, I may act it sometimes, but I am not. Look at my IQ or report cards, i'm smart and not afraid to say it. Never insult my intelligence. Why? I'll tell you to choke on a cock and die.
I like to do a lot of crazy things like dance in the rain and sneak out at odd hours of the morning just to look at the stars. I climb trees and hang out in club houses. I like to do a lot of things I did as a kid, play tag and blow bubbles on the deck as the sun sinks behind me. I would like to think i'll always be a child inside, even though I know it might not be true.
I'm a writer or at least i'd like to think of myself as one. I've been told by many english teachers and peers that i'm amazing, sometimes I believe them, sometime's I don't. If you ever want to see some of my writing just ask me, if I know you well enough I might show you what goes on inside my head.
"I'm a firm believer in the idea that if you can't be a good example, you have an obligation to be a horrible warning." - Joey Comeau
My Friending Policy
I'm not friending people because this is my PRIVATE journal. If you wish to add me go to my friends journal: recyclemyheart.
Websites/Commuinities I Adore: A Softer World - This is my all time favorite webcomic. It sometimes sad, sometimes funny, but always poetic! Youtube - It has everything from movies to Vlogs. :D Some of my favorite users are zipster08, lonelygirl15, and scream0... check them out! Gaia - It's completely addicting. I'm panic.fever on there! :D